*Love Hurts*

Of love and such, i do not fathom love, i can bring back thousands of post i wrote before(metaphorically eh) that i started off this way yet each time it is a different follow up to the story. And i can bet there will be much much more to come...

Aniwaes, love. Below is a beautiful poem that is mine yet it was inspired, so i'll give credit but onli i do not know who it is, its a song but in a different song, i did the painstaking task of translating and translating it. Why? Hmm good question, there isnt anyone for me to declare it to innit. Its for two lovers.

People around me know who i am talking about so i hope they take this slightly and other than the two involved i ask of the rest to MYOB. and if ure a dumbnut who do not know what that is, its MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS.

You sat and waited for an angel to drop, you hesitated to commit, you knew how much love hurt yet today you sit totally committed and unable to walk away even if you want to, i seriously do not know whether you know what you are doing. More importantly i do not know shld i shake your hand for doing the right thing or shake you up and ask waddup dude? letting yourself fall knowing your other half will catch you is an advice i would clearly give anyone in a relationship AFTER they got thru their honeymoon period. alot of doomed r/s could have been prevented if they knew how to do something during the honeymoon period, well you are in it now and its do or die... You know wat i have told you, chin up and work towards it.

Time after time i tell you things and despite being the closest to me you never listen to me, worse still whatever advice you gave me to pick myself up is the advice you need to listen to yourself. Your rational ideas and your ability to think with your head and heart at the same time is what make me like you so much yet you fuck up each and every time you fall in love. Whats wrong sweetheart, u knew it was jinxed from the start, dnt make it look like it was peaches and cream from the start, i will always support u no matter what.. Bring a donkey as your darling and i will accept you and break any1 who dares smile. but honestly i seriously do not know what you are doing. I was always around and i am still around. i do not want to force myself on you. you know how to reach me darlz.


I know until recently i was in no position to comment about love. Hahaha i was the biggest idiot around in love i accepted it and i managed to crawl out of the hole i dug out myself. What i understood that you guys have not understood yet is just cause you love someone does not necessarily mean you got to be with them. I still love her as much, i still miss her as much maybe more, but it is just a drive to be someone and its a joyous thing to tell ppl hey at 21 i found who my true love is, i didnt have to wait so long to find her. I sit and wait for one day maybe she might tell me once long long ago she did like me. but i am not sitting down waiting for the sky to turn pink and God to package her and give her to me. So either work hard for your relationships or just come out of it. Cliched as this sound and off a movie, you didnt fall in love with sum1 on the condition that they love you back. i love you guys so pick yourselves up. Xmas beckons...